Tuesday, March 08, 2005 8:43 PM
Haiz. i screwed up the stupid auditions today. dont think i can get in le considering the fact that they will most prob let in 2 ppl or maybe at most 3, out of 6 ppl, do i think i got the bloody talent and capability to get in. no i dont think so. i lose the faith liao ok. damn demoralised. shouldnt have waste my time pia-ing co for the past few days. wakao. and we practise for like 2 hour plus before the auditions and im sure we have played all the parts for hundreds over time liao. then when i entered the classroom i got so bloody nervous, esp when all the three auditors look so scary sia. i freaked out the moment i see them, esp tek. ended up playing alot of wrong notes and i cant lun properly. wad the hell, so much so for practising so hard previously, waste my time. so si bai. haiz, if i cannot get in i think i can go carry chairs le, maybe can get points ah, and i think i wont give a damn about njco anymore. im bloody disappointed with myself. hmph! =(